Tomorrow is going to be a disaster for me. First I had math exam than the science quiz. I am not sure that I can handle this much computational lesson. I need to distract my head. Since my first year in high school my grades were fine. Not incredible ,not horrible. Just fine. It haven’t need to be perfect. Eventually I don’t have an aim to go to a university. Let me explain why. When I was five my mom took me from kindergarden.She said she had a surprise for me. can still remember the excitement and glee inside me. As every children I love my mom so much. She always takes my side in our arguments with dad, helps my lessons,homeworks,takes me the biggest toy store.She is living to make me happy. I open the door and get out of the car. This my was favorite patisserie ,my aunt’s place. When you get into patisserie first you can smell the amazing sweet biscuits and cupcakes. Then you can see my lovely aunt’s face. Morning till afternoon she sits in her vintage chair with her big gorgeous smile.
çoğu kişinin 10 dakikasını ayırıp okuyacağını düşünmüyorum fakat yine de belki bir iki kişi görür diye umut ediyorum. Türkiye’de kadın , kız , küçük bir çocuk hepsini olmak zor. eğer seks hakkında özgürce düşüncelerinizi söylüyorsanız “ orospu “ , eğer başkalarıyla bu konuları konuşmak istemiyorsanız da “kezban” olursunuz. acı ama gerçek bu. etek giyerseniz suçlusunuz. dar paça giyerseniz suçlusunuz. tayt giyerseniz suçlusunuz. 38 derece sıcakta şort ya da kısa kollu giyme gibi bir ahlaksızlık da yapamazsınız. sonuçta siz kadınsınız. sizin göreviniz erkek bedenini tatmin etmekten başka bir boka yaramaz çünkü. gece dışarı çıkarsanız kesin veriyorsunuzdur hele üstüne içiyorsanız sizden iyi orospu da yoktur. niye çünkü siz kadınsınız. ve bunları yapmanız normal değil. tacize uğrarız ama sesimizi çıkardığımızda suçlu yine bizizdir. GİYMESEYDİN !! denir. yine suç bizimdir. diyeceğim şu ki. BU BEDEN BENİM. NE İSTERSEM GİYERİM. NE İSTERSEM YAPARIM. İSTERSEM SEKS KONUŞURUM, İSTERSEM KONUŞMAM. İSTERSEM GECE DIŞARIDA İÇKİ İÇERİM, İSTERSEM EVİMDE TELEVİZYON İZLERİM. VE KİMSENİN BENİM BEDENİME BEN İZİN VERMEDİKÇE NE BAKMAYA NE DE DOKUNMAYA HAKKI VAR.
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Chapter 1:
It was the first day of my senior year. I was feeling more confident than every other student in school. The following year I was going to be in college and we were looking forward to graduation at the end of the year. I first saw my best friend Cassie. Like all best friend we have connection between us ,We can understand each other by our eyes. She started to run superfast directly to my arms. I opened my arms and waited for her to hug me.
‘’I miss you so much, ‘’I said.
‘’I miss you too. Where were you in the summer ?Nobody could reach you. When I called, you were always busy. ‘’She said, sounding curious but not with anger.
‘‘We can talk while we’re walking. Let’s go to our favorite ,Café King after school.’’
‘‘Ok. Meet you there.’’
I met with Cassie at 3.00PM next to the school gate. She was a little confused about what happened to me over the summer. In her surprised eyes I could understand she was cheerful. I recognize her immediately because of her old ,big ,dark blue backpack. Her legs was thin that makes thinks you how could she carry that heavy and huge backpack. The strong wind make her red ,long and straight hair waving in the air. The weather was hot but not making you sweaty. She has a very cute colorful dress on her. Her skin was white like snow like her teeth’s. While I was thinking how could I explain to her the events that happened in the summer, she waved to me and call me next to her.
I ordered my favourite.Mint Lemonade.Since we started coming this café, mint lemonade became my favorite.
‘‘Do you remember when we first came here?’’ I said.
‘‘How can I forget’’ she said with a little smile on her face.
It was raining cats and dogs. I need to go inside because I have my art project. It was a big poster showing patters and shapes. It can’t be get wet. This will going to pass me from my first year of high school. Whatever I just burst inside of the café I first saw. Then we met with Cassie. She has the same reason with me. Not art homework of course. If she would be in my art class I think I need to saw her already.
‘‘It passed very quickly for a first day of school.’’ I said, Cassie shake her head to show she is agree with me.
‘‘I still couldn’t believe we’re just like the old times.I wish Chuck can be here too.’’
Chuck is our best friend too. He is fun and very social. He is a basketball player in famous sport club but I always forgot the name.
‘’What was it ?’’I asked her.
‘’The Big Club .I don’t understand how you’re forgetting every single time. The easiest name that I ever heard. ‘’She laughed.
I know she didn’t want to humiliate me but I was offended.
When i first heard that we’re going to write a novel i wasn’t happy.I am not good at writing in turkish but now i have to write a novel in english.i don’t now how is it going to be but before writing we have two months to decide and think about it.Maybe writing a novel is enjoyable thing for some people.It’s definitely too hard for me.Even choosing the topic.I have no idea.
^^WEEKEND^^
This friday ı was very excited about the weekend.In friday we walked Akmerkez from school with my friends.Whike we were eating,one of my friends spill cola to the table.After aeting we decided to go Zorlu Center.We bumped into with some of our friends from old school.Then we went Doruk’s house.Saturday morning ı met with my friends in Bağdat Street.We sit on the huge rocks in coast.I came home in 6pm.My mom tke me to my another friens house.I spent the nightin her house.In the morningher mom drop memy home. I made my homework as quickly as possible.My mom,my brother and ı went to bağdat street.We walked a lot and we came home by taxi.It was a exhausting,busy weekend but ı had fun.